Whatever.
Was just reading my previous posts and boy, i gotta say, was i juvenile or what?
The only thing i could read back there was cigarettes, exam, and stuff like that.
Although, in retrospect, i guess i was just being honest about my feelings and i guess everyone goes through that. Anyway...
The only reason that I'm doing this shit is because i have a GRE exam coming up very soon. I want to use this as a platform to build up my writing skills which OBVIOUSLY are very, very colloquial.
I'm in the midst of the VI sem exams, which by the way seem quite facile (now that i've finally started focusing my energies for purposes other than intoxication). There have been a lot of positive changes in my life since the last time i blogged. I believe I used to be very sycophantic and inadvertent, but experience has taught me a lot and still does. I'm still a person who has not completely recognized a goal for his life, or has any clarity as such. But everyday for me is an effort to decipher the code called life. Of course, there are galaxies of issues that I have. Facing those is the toughest thing that I've ever done. Recently, I've had a lot of breakdowns, have been disheartened by myself and the people around me, but there's a voice in my head which says "Don't worry. This will pass" and it is this voice which gives me the balls to get up and face life everyday.
Sometimes I wonder, am I out of puberty yet or am i PMSing. I don't quite absorb the idea of having so many mood swings. As far as I've heard, guys are not supposed to be so moody. I guess its one of those things that you have, you know, like Chandler's third nipple. I've been learning the guitar for quite sometime now and it really gets me pumped up. Its a very beautiful instrument and can just be as good, if not better, as your friend.
Hmm. Its 6a.m and i don't have anything else to type. This seems more like a personal diary than a blog about engineering.
This is the time when i hear, "Don't worry, this will pass". :-P.
Later.
